Confessions of an Autogynephile

Yorick I. N. Penn
Memoirs and mutterings. Fantasies and desires. Politics and dialogue.
Created 14 Jun 2021
  • We Need To Talk About These Things Openly and Without Fear
    20 Oct 2021 • 16 min read
    Content warnings: Lots of politics; lots of footnotes. Sexual thoughts alluded to but only in the footnotes; if you want to avoid any hint of sexuality, avoid those, but you're safe to read the rest. ...
  • Umwelt and the Trans Debate
    13 Oct 2021 • 5 min read
    I am human: nothing human is alien to me. Either I want to find out for myself or I want to advise you: think what you like. If you're right, I'll do what you do. If you're wrong, I'll set you straigh...
  • Trans Rights Activists Will Inevitably Win
    06 Oct 2021 • 7 min read • 1 2
    To whatever extent I have been making an argument on the political side of things—either in truncated questions with my dead friend, or in these notes—it has been towards what I would call a moderate ...
  • Desiring to Have My Desire Desired; Or, My Life Possessed by a Demon
    29 Sep 2021 • 14 min read • 0 4
    Content Warnings: discussion. albeit fairly abstract discussion, of my (and other people’s) sexual desires. Allusions to masturbation. Crude terms for the sexual act and various human body parts. A ve...
  • Shame
    22 Sep 2021 • 22 min read
    Content warning: general talk about my looking at porn and my thoughts about it. Organizational note: This is a follow-up to last week’s post, Desiring to be Desired, but it is not The Nature of Autog...
  • Desiring to be Desired
    15 Sep 2021 • 21 min read
    Content Warnings: abstract discussion of my (and other people’s) sexual desires. Use of crude slang terms for male and female sexual organs and sex. And footnotes. Lots of footnotes. It is a truth uni...
  • Trans Women Become Women
    01 Sep 2021 • 17 min read • 0 4
    Content warning: politics. If you are just here for the titillating fragments of memoir, skip this one. The first thing to say here is that this is a third way on trans issues, not the (only) third wa...
  • My Cancellation
    25 Aug 2021 • 27 min read • 0 5
    I miss my dead friend. —Against Me!, Transgender Dysphoria Blues An old friend got back in touch a few months ago to tell me we could no longer be friends. We had only been in touch twice since the pa...
  • Identity, Privacy, Perversion, and Public Speech
    04 Aug 2021 • 13 min read
    Having just published last week my first entry which discusses, however abstractly, a bona fide sexual fantasy (being a Playboy playmate), the question now demands to be asked: Why say all this out lo...
  • My Life as Brittany York
    28 Jul 2021 • 8 min read • 2 1
    Content notice: This entry discusses sexual fantasies (reasonably vaguely). It also has a picture which is —in, I should say, a mild sense; nothing to extreme. But it’s there. (I put the letters “NSFW...
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