Belladonnaoflavender’s Newsletter

Shalini Singh
A newsletter about everything interesting in my life, the things I read, watch, love, hate| A virtual letter for every soul Implore-Explore-Explode
Created 13 Jan 2020
  • Not a poem, nor prose, it's porn
    27 Sep 2021 • 6 min read
    Friend 1: I have a kink for BDSM, especially the ones with bloody violence Friend 2: I have never watched porn friend 3: I can only watch two men having sex and I am not even Gay What the world sees a...
  • Jerk of All Trades
    18 Sep 2021 • 7 min read
    I never ask if “I like it” or “I don’t like it.” I think “this is what it is” or “this is what it isn’t.” —Richard Feynman “Everyone has talent. What’s rare is the courage to follow it to the dark pla...
  • Our Lives In This Anthropocene
    10 Sep 2021 • 3 min read
    This image is from Mr. Mercedes. Suits 2021. Issa mood. A Tv Show I had watched after reading King's novel based on the same title. What a great fucking show. The day I had completed the novel on pape...
  • I jab into your mouth, this Newsletter, this tongue
    06 Sep 2021 • 6 min read
    What is Entelechy? - To become what one truly is To reach and outreach your true potential What would you never lose by losing your being? What would that be?-begs to be asked The perennial quest to b...
  • Peak hubris has wrought bottomless grief
    03 Sep 2021 • 6 min read
    Justice V. R. Krishna Iyer had famously stated, “The compulsions of history and geography and the assault of modern science on the retreating forces of medieval ways — a mosaic like tapestry of lovely...
  • I am living watchless, timeless, groundless
    27 Aug 2021 • 5 min read
    Age 6- I used to sit down with a book in my hand on a rustic balcony, no phone, no internet, only the sun, and the moon -overwhelmed by how much my mother used to toil with juggling 10000 things, time...
  • I am a wild card
    19 Aug 2021 • 7 min read
    nar·ra·tive drive /ˈnerədiv/ /drīv/ noun 1. The belief that a life without a story is a life not worth living Wildcard is a symbol used to replace or represent one or more characters. The most common ...
  • Into each life, some rain must fall
    12 Aug 2021 • 6 min read
    I believe nothing lasts like it should not and nothing stays as it should Age 6- I held a dick inside my mouth is the day I must have never realised (Maye Ni Main Ik Shikra Yaar Banaya blows over the ...
  • I am a “I need to read and write everyday” person
    27 Jul 2021 • 7 min read
    The pull is a-strong with these women… The ruse to lure a reader into reading a classic is the agenda which the writer sets, and no time is as powerful and significant as that of a woman, who rises li...
  • Collages of influence: A tribe in yourself
    19 Jul 2021 • 4 min read
    I have 60 cousins. More than 100 of family members. They might have 100s of people they had know. At least each of them with a tribe of their own. Yet none of them subscribes to my newsletter. This ne...
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